Im pretty much only your friend because I feel bad for you.
My roommate's relationship with her boyfriend has made me understand why women remain in emotionally and physically abusive relationships. How does she still live in denial?
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
I've developed an aversion to anything cream-based because I'm obsessed with not gaining weight.
I'm really happy that I've found a new group of friends because my other ones were stifling me.
I'm not worried about the future because I know we'll end up together eventually.
I'm one semester away from graduating, and I'm beginning to wonder whether I made a terrible mistake in my choice of major.
I am really worried about my decisions recently. I either don't think at all and act really rashly and end up regretting it, or I think too much and then don't do anything, also regretting it.
It's as if I can't do anything right.
I love my boyfriend, but I can't stop texting my newly single ex...I know it can't end well but I can't stop myself.
Everyone knows how much I despise Miley Cyrus and the Jonas Brothers, but I actually like some of their songs and listen to them in private.
I often wonder if you would believe me were I to tell you that your life is easier due to the fact that you are not a woman.
Ironically, I'll bet you would try to tell me that I was being sexist.
You broke my best friend's heart a year ago. I hope you're not falling for me now. I could never reciprocate.
You used to be my TA, but you haven't controlled my grades in more than two and a half years. Can we please stop playing games and just have sex already? I need to stop agonizing over you and wondering when you'll call me next (and please don't make it 3 a.m. again)!
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
I'm confident that no one will love me for me. I'm not enough.
I've been lying to everyone in the world for years, and I don't even know why. Some of the lies I have repeated so often that even I believe they're true. Even my best friends don't know me.
But I probably won't stop, since I have appearances to keep up!
The reason I don't like you playing with my hair is because it's a wig.
My best friend made my study abroad experience worse. What's more, now we can't seem to go back to "normal" she's so damn cynical. Part of me wants to shove her away, far away, but the other part knows how much I really do love her and love her being in my life.
I hate that I'm too liberal for my friends from home but not liberal enough for my friends at UNC. I can't seem to convince either group that I'm happy being in the middle and that there's nothing wrong with it either.
