Sunday, January 11, 2009

I wish you wouldn't keep ten feet away from me as if I had leprosy. It doesn't hurt that you don't feel about me the way that I feel about you. I'm an adult. I can handle rejection. What hurts is that you seem to be terrified of me, now that the truth is out.

I'm not here to cause you pain. You face enough stress as it is. But please don't insult me by acting as if I'm a crazy nympho who'll jump you without warning. I thought you knew me better than that.

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Saturday, January 10, 2009

We broke up before break. I will not enjoy seeing you around next semester, but I'll pretend everything is fine.

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Friday, January 9, 2009

It makes me feel like I'm in middle school again but I'm jealous of my roommates' friendship. I hate being left out and I don't understand why they don't like me anymore.

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Thursday, January 8, 2009

So you want to know the real reason I never wear my hair down?

It has nothing to do with the fact that I'm lazy or anything like that.

It has to do with the fact that I have trichotillomania. Which means that I pull my hair out and have since developed a bald spot.

Now you know. Well kind of.
I think I changed over break. I'm coming back better, faster, stronger, and smarter. I hope my friends notice.
I've had to come to terms with the fact that I'm just not physically attractive. I've gotten uglier since high school.

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Im pretty much only your friend because I feel bad for you.
My roommate's relationship with her boyfriend has made me understand why women remain in emotionally and physically abusive relationships. How does she still live in denial?

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

I've developed an aversion to anything cream-based because I'm obsessed with not gaining weight.
I'm really happy that I've found a new group of friends because my other ones were stifling me.
I'm not worried about the future because I know we'll end up together eventually.
I'm one semester away from graduating, and I'm beginning to wonder whether I made a terrible mistake in my choice of major.
I am really worried about my decisions recently. I either don't think at all and act really rashly and end up regretting it, or I think too much and then don't do anything, also regretting it.

It's as if I can't do anything right.
I love my boyfriend, but I can't stop texting my newly single ex...I know it can't end well but I can't stop myself.
Everyone knows how much I despise Miley Cyrus and the Jonas Brothers, but I actually like some of their songs and listen to them in private.
I often wonder if you would believe me were I to tell you that your life is easier due to the fact that you are not a woman.

Ironically, I'll bet you would try to tell me that I was being sexist.