Thursday, April 2, 2009

I think I'm supposed to be happy for you, because that's what friends do, but I'm not.
I want to be the center of your world. I want you to want to be with me and spend time with me.

More than anything I just want a friend who can also love me.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Last year I submitted my secret that I was a sophomore and had no friends here. I'm almost a junior. I still don't have any.

I can be myself around everyone but you.

I know it's entirely unintentional, but you make me unhappy. The next time I talk to you will be the last. Sorry.
I get nervous thinking about the possibility you're flirting with other guys, much less hooking up with them. I don't miss the relationship and the stresses of it.....but I do miss you.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Every day, I think about kissing you. I hope that when I do, it won't make everything more difficult. Problem is -- I know it will.
I masturbate before every big basketball game for good luck (it really does seem to work). I'm not a member of the team though. Just a girl.
I'm tired of overthinking everything. I'm going to let my heart take control of romance.

There's no time for doubt, confusion, or analysis. I want to fall in love, and when I do, I want to FEEL it.

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Friday, March 27, 2009

I officially gave up on you a while ago, but being honest, I'm still in love with you, and I won't back down.
I feel like everyone is leaving me. But maybe I'm just standing still.
I am sick and tired of being single. I've done it my entire life; I'm good at being single. Time to try something different.
Whenever I'm in my friends' rooms, I try to find a way to look at their jean sizes to see if mine are smaller.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

I plan on marrying my best friend so he can get in state tuition.

But I secretly hope it works out.
I hope I did the right thing.
I am slowly but surely becoming the person I've always wanted to be--calm, disciplined, and even a little bit self-confident. It's exhilarating.

Monday, March 23, 2009

I am so close to giving up. I'm honestly not sure how I get through the days.
I'm already falling in love with just the idea of 'us'.

I'm glad you've shed your insecurities and hesitations to embrace how happy we are when we're together.