Saturday, March 22, 2008

I know you cheated on that project and how, and if you keep showing me up in class, I'm going to tell our professor.
I know you have feelings for him. But I did, too. And we made out after you left the party. I don’t think it’s necessary to tell you, either.
I still have feelings for my ex and desperately want to call him. I haven’t told my current partner about him, though.
I avoid the Mormons in the Pit because part of me is afraid that I’ll become a Mormon.
I'm romantically attracted to men, but sexually attracted to other women.
You never had any idea that I loved you or how hard it was to do so, but I did anyway. I used to wonder how things would have turned out differently between us if I had told you, but now I realized that you prepared me for what was to come and the happiness I now enjoy. Because of that, you will always be a part of me.
I keep having these fleeting moments of panic where I fear everyone I know secretly hates me.

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it never fails. i love Rainy days.
i know you were in love with me for a few minutes, and i'll hate myself forever for messing it up so quickly. but i was just so self-conscious around you.
I should have learned how to play guitar, dropped out of high school to practice every day, and become a legend. I think about this during every class.