Tuesday, January 27, 2009

The number of people that I can stand being around is quickly diminishing. I'm getting worried that I'll have no one to talk to in a few months.
A part of me wants to know how we can admit that we're in love with each other, yet we need to go back to "friend" mode because we just can't do the long-distance thing.

The other part of me knows exactly why and knows that it's the right decision. We can still talk, but it's not the same, and I know you feel just as horribly about the situation.
I am scared that no one will ever love me. All my friends have been getting engaged and I still haven't found anyone yet. Am I a bad friend for being depressed/slightly jealous when I go to my friend's bridal showers and when I see pictures of the happy couple? I feel horrible but it makes me wonder when my turn will come.
I fantasize about a friend in one of my classes. I don't know if there's tension between us or I have lost it completely.
I don't think the election for SBP matters. It is a popularity contest.