my loneliness has morphed into desperation.

part of me wishes these posts weren't anonymous, so i could talk to the people who feel exactly the way i do, and maybe we could help each other.

but then again, if it weren't anonymous, i don't know if we could all be so honest.

I read this blog in the hope that one of the secrets will be about me...
but I know better. No one knows/cares about me.

I like flushing the toilet while I'm sitting on it - it's a nice breeze.

I think I'm addicted to secrets - not only other people's, but my own as well.

I can't make up my mind whether or not I want that secret to be yours. The constant questions in my head are like an addiction...and they're ripping me apart. Please be open with me!

i sit in class on my computer and do everything but pay attention. i just can't pay attention.

i'm failing my classes.

I had a sex dream last night about my two best girlfriends (I'm a girl) ... it was the best dream I've ever had ...

I can't blame you for not being attracted to me, but I can blame you for being attracted to someone like that.

But if you don't think you deserve someone better, why should I?

I wish I had fought for 'us' harder but I didn't know how to. I was just trying to do what you wanted and what was best. Now, I'm fucked.

I've completely lost interest in one of my close friends and think it might have something to do with the fact that she's gotten a lot less attractive.

am i not worth fighting for???

i really, really liked him.

and i found out that he was probably playing me. i still think he's a good guy.

after lecturing my friends for years on not letting guys treat them like crap, i understand the other side.

it sucks.

i'm so lonely

Of all the nights for you to not answer your phone...this was the worst one...I really need you right now.

It never fails...I can be having a horrible day, where nothing goes right and it seems the world is against me....but as soon as I hear her voice...the sun comes out again and I can't help but smile, and when I make her laugh, all is right with the world

we had such good "chemistry."

i'm waiting for you to follow up.

I love the conversations we've been having lately. If only we could talk that easily in person...

i had to see you suffer after he cheated on you and toyed with you about getting back together...

i had to watch you struggle to cope with life without him...

i had to watch as you started dating other guys, thinking i was going to lose you again...

but now we're together...

i still can't believe it happened...

but i've never been happier

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