Monday, April 7, 2008

Cool as your girlfriend sounds, I'm a little disappointed she's coming here next year because it means I'll probably have to stop flirting with you.
I knew he was married, and after our affair was over, i felt zero guilt. Now, I met another amazing man....who is also married.

Y am I that woman? I know what im doing is wrong, and yet the fact that I feel no remorse, makes me feel like there is something wrong with me. I feel like a bad person.
sometimes i look at my friends and just marvel at how pretentious they all are


and then i worry that i'm the same
it's not really a secret that i love you, but sometimes i think you wished it was.
I steal toilet paper from campus buildings to use at my apartment because I'm too cheap to buy my own.
if you came out, i think i would be brave enough to, too
I thought I was over you last semester. But I wasn't. I think about you all the time and I really don't want to because I really don't want a boyfriend right now. Why do you have to pester my thoughts?
Every once and a while I go to your facebook profile and look at your albums and cry.

It's still so hard.
sometimes... I just look around and smile.
i like a guy my friend seems to like, but because she hasn't actually said she likes him, i think i'll pretend i have no clue
I know this is horrible and it's the opposite of everything I've ever said to you, but, truth is: if we don't have sex soon, I'm moving on.

Worst part is that you actually are, amazingly, probably worth waiting for.
i hide the medicine i take from everyone in my life. i dont know how i will handle it when the truth comes out.
for the first time in YEARS--

i am CONFIDENT that i am HOT and AMAZING...and it's all because of you--thank you, for being the douche bag that you turned out to be, because it taught me more about myself than i ever could have learned on my own (and i am 100% serious)
I'm jealous of almost all of my friends. They all seem to have almost perfect lives going for them and I feel like mine is just a pile of shit in comparison.

Comment here to submit a secret 4/7/08

When I'm alone in the car, I hold conversations with you as if you're sitting next to me in the front seat. I haven't spoken to you in almost a year and try to deny that I've been in love with you for the last 6 years. Your girlfriend goes to UNC too.
I'm so fucking talented.
Most of you absolutely are not.
And I laugh at you.
All the time
I steal candy from convenience stores.

A lot.