Friday, May 9, 2008

you make me feel like shit ---> i get sad ---> i cut ---> you get angry at me for cutting ---> you make me feel like shit ---> ∞


i know it's going to happen again.
i am terrified of her.
because of you.
I'm black and I really want get at a white girl. I just don't know if there are any that are down for it.
I'm finally happy.
though he claims i'm the only one, i'm scared to death that he will find someone better in the big city he lives in when i'm not there to remind him.
I wanted to be your motivation. Obviously I wasn't good enough.
when my parents told me they were having marriage problems, the only person i wanted to talk to was you..

that scares me more than a little bit
To my friends, I appear to be a pretty normal guy- I get good grades, party a lot, have decent success with girls, but what they don't know is that I love Japanese anime. I'm currently watching four or five series. I would never tell them, because I'm afraid of what they would think.
i do cocaine and none of my friends know. and i like it.
In a few months, I may be engaged. I'm too young and too single right now to tell anyone.
I won't know until this weekend if I'm pregnant or not, and you're out with your girlfriend worry free.

I hate this.
I'm in love with you. And before I get my diploma, I'm going to tell you.
i have two separate underwear drawers. i pull from one to be comfy, and i pull from the other if i think there is a chance they may be seen by someone else.

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