Monday, March 24, 2008
I'm terrified of my best friend getting into grad school here because if he does, I'll have to go through another year of being in love with him. I'm terrified that if he doesn't get in, I'll be completely alone here.
He's the third person I've wished academic failure on as a quick and easy way to get them out of my life without having to blame myself.
He's the third person I've wished academic failure on as a quick and easy way to get them out of my life without having to blame myself.
I told you I only wanted to be your friend, but you grew on me...My responsive smiles turned into grins of admiration. My laughs evolved into nervous flirtations.... But my pride is too big to ever let you know and I believe I missed my window with you.
Now I just have to find a way to keep my feelings secret, because everyone sees it but you.
Now I just have to find a way to keep my feelings secret, because everyone sees it but you.
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