I'm so in love with you, it's unreal. We've been friends for ages. Not the best of friends, but we've always shared the same passions and ideas and jokes. You were always away with her though, and I was always away with him. Now we are suddenly both single, in the same place, and one night, we saw each other differently. You made my heart race faster than any guy ever has before. You made me blush when you looked at me the next day, and everyone else said you blushed too as I turned away. What happened? How did it happen? I don't care. I just know it did happen, and now I'm the happiest person in the world!! You are so amazing, and you bring out so much in me. You make me want to do things that I never thought I could do. You're going to make me a better person, and I thank you already for just planting the ideas in my head. I can't wait to be home for summer, because you'll be there. I am counting down the days!
I love you so much, but I won't tell you just yet. :)

I'm starting to hate you. I can't believe it came to this.

The pills are making me apathetic to personal problems I used to obsess about. I love it. I've never felt more free.

God must be a sadist, to have sent something so wonderful into my life that I can absolutely never have. I need to grow up and stop breaking my heart against you.