I see people all the time and I say to myself, "It would be so cool to be friends with them." But it never works out. I really don't have that many friends. No one believes me.

I talk to myself all the time. I could call people on the phone or hang out with the few friends and talk to them, but I have nothing to say to them. But when I am talking to myself with the characters I have devised for my works, I am at home and at peace. I don't think I will ever hold a conversation with a tangible human being that is as enlivening as the ones I have with myself.

You and I have been plays together since freshman year. One to three each year. I'm surprised you don't realize how much I like you. You're a girl who I feel, like me, writes yourself off as "single". Let's find each other

I would be totally mortified if anyone knew that I was this racist, but I think stereotypically "black" names (Deandrae, LaKayeisha, Treyshawn, etc.) are really f'ing stupid (I'm white). I feel really bad about it, though!

i'm obsessed with looking at other girls' vaginas (in pictures), because i'm worried mine is ugly.

it took me half a year before i could admit to myself i was sexual assaulted. and i was able to move past that because of you. thank you for being there for me without really knowing what you were there for.

Sometimes I'm afraid that I'm going to be alone forever. It worries me more, though, that that's what people think of me.

Sometimes I really think it would be better to kill myself than be about to graduate.

I wake up every day and go to classes, eat lunch and attend my plethora of extracurricular meetings, all the while laughing and making jokes, and yet, inside, nothing really makes me happy anymore. It's nice hanging out with my friends and all, and I still take pride in my hobbies when I have time for them, but my entire life is scheduled, and people depend on me to get everything done for my groups. I can't just take a break, and even when I have free time I just stress about the next thing I have coming up to do. Hell, I'm not even in that many classes this semester and I'm floundering. There have been a couple times this semester where I thought about just leaving school, or worse. I realize how stupid it is, but I feel like I need a way out.

I just want things to go back to the way they used to be when I was happy in a relationship and without all this bullcrap work to do. It'd be nice to have someone again.

Comment here to submit a secret 3/27/08