I was afraid once that when you graduated you and I might stop being friends. It never occurred to me that we might stop being friends before that.

I still don't understand why you pushed me away, or what you see as so much better than me in the one person you do trust.

I always act really chipper when pepole ask me my summer plans, but here I'm dreading it- I have a feeling this summer is going to be terrible, and I'm hoping August will get quickly so I can start fresh. I miss Carolina so much already and I haven't even left yet.

smoking disgusts me ... except when you do it, i find it really sexy

i think my laziness has reached a whole new level.

instead of walking to the window to check out the weather, i went to weather.com


my friends always nag on me and poke fun of how lazy i am, but i dont think anyone even realizes the extent to which it goes. i'm worried about how, in a couple of years, this could really hurt me in trying to find a job and everything.

I see you and I can't help but love it. But in the morning, just like every other morning, you still have a boyfriend. Is it bad that I'm kind of hoping Summer ruins your relationship? Yea, it's selfish I know.

I have never fallen in love
I have never committed myself to one person
Sometimes I make excuses for being with so many guys
Really I just want to prove to myself that people could want me
But I wish it was for more than just one night

sorority girls scare the hell out of me

i want nothing more than to throw this stupid ibm POS off of the tallest building when i graduate...and i'm only a junior.

When you get back to America, I want to be there at night on the tarmac to be the first person you see and kiss you before words are even exchanged.

It would be nice if fireworks and "Bittersweet Symphony" were involved in that moment, but not necessary.

I misspell stuff on purpose quite regularly... I don't know why

I cannot believe that you don't have the gumption to break up with me when you no longer care for me. I cannot be in a relationship with someone who won't even touch me. How about growing a pair and telling me how you really feel instead of making me be the only one in the relationship? I need intimacy...not sex, intimacy...from someone who's idea of romance is more than just the occasional head butt. You have a lot to learn. I didn't tell you this, because I don't have the courage. But you have hurt me excrutiatingly, and when I graduate Saturday, that will be the last time I think of you. You wasted eight months of college that I cannot get back, my senior year no less! Enjoy your last year at UNC without me. And next time, do not settle for someone you do not want just because it is easy. I beg you not to put another girl through this.

Last night I went over to my friend's dorm room and told him flat out that I like him. I totally got shot down, but I feel so empowered now that I have done what countless women only wish they could do.

She's immature, egotistical, pretentious, hypocritical, impatient, impetuous, needy, selfish, neurotic, paranoid, insane, overbearing, irrationally jealous, crass, materialistic, judgmental, hedonistic, reckless, irresponsible, myopic, haughty, unappreciative, lackluster in bed, and being with her has drained me to the point of hating Carolina. Yet, I am still in love with her. What is wrong with me?

I've NEVER wanted anything more than I want this. PLEASE! I don't deserve a lot of things that are just given to me but I do deserve this because I worked hard for it.

I hate that your job takes up so much of your life now.

I've had to give up a dream of mine (albeit a 'dorky' one) because now you're going to work instead of be with me.

I know you want to work, but I hate that it's become a larger part of your life than me.

You were right. That secret was about you. I know because I wrote it... but I don't think it's true anymore. Your window has closed. My apologies. I really was pulling for you...

I have extremely high hopes for this summer, in part because of how shitty things have been this year. If it doesn't turn things around for me then I don't know what I'll do.

Here's to the summer....don't let me down.

my boyfriend and i live far away but we're staying together this summer.

so far i dont miss him at ALL (its been a week). i feel relieved. i miss physical intimacy more than him. should i even be in this relationship?

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