Thursday, April 10, 2008

Because I have chosen to wait to have sex, I’m afraid I won’t find someone or will eventually have to give in at the cost of hurting myself. I hate that I feel so alone with this decision.

I am the only white person in my close circle of friends. I love all of them, they're awesome people and I would never want to replace them...but I do wish I had more white friends. I kinda miss hanging out with people like me.
I've never had no strings attached sex but I want to so badly.
i'm late to class so much because i masturbate so much
I have an extreme phobia of wetting the bed. So after about 7, I don't drink anything, and I stay up really late to make sure I don't need to pee before I go to sleep.
I've been having way too many sex dreams recently. Maybe it's just that time of year. It's just awkward having a vivid sex dream about someone that you are friends with and then seeing them on campus or whatever
I made out with my roommate. We are pretending it never happened! I wonder how long that will last.
I only think about a new person because it's much less painful than thinking about the old one.
A man touched me and tried to kiss me on Franklin Street. Nobody took me seriously, so I tried to convince myself it was just a joke- it wasn't a joke.
Sometimes I want to just stop being friends with you because of the crappy way you treat me. But for some reason I still adore you in spite of everything you do.

I hate how much control you have over me.

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