I secretly hate UNC-CH. I'd rather be in Raleigh.

i really wish that you were scared of losing me, but honestly i think you believe i'll just wait forever.

and i'm afraid you might be right.

I always hated my job. The only reason I stayed there so long was to see you every day.

I text people just so they will respond. Every time it says "1 new message" I feel important.

I feel kinda bad for all you people who don't have a clue what to do when they graduate. But I know exactly what I'm doing and I can't wait to start!

I still can't figure out why you never cared.

I wake up ridiculously early on days that we have class together so I have more time to get ready.

I can't sleep unless I put up a secret before I go to bed - it's usually something that's been racking my head all day, but I can't tell anyone. If I don't put one up, I toss and turn for at least two hours thinking about it.

I'm getting tired of religion. I feel so fake.

why can't I ever say anything intelligent around you??? No wonder you don't seem interested.

I love you. But I don't know if I can be with you if you don't try. If you don't communicate. If you don't express that you feel the same way.

You seem undeserving. If you want me, show me. If not, I will have to leave you even after how much I have told you that I love you and want to make it work.

I go to the UL on days I feel pretty, just so I can be seen and admired.

I thought people made life-long friends in college. I've been here for years and I still don't consider anyone I've met here a true friend.

I thought I had a circle that I could trust, but I realized I couldn't after an incident last year. I guess asking for loyalty and acceptance is too much these days.

My feet are disgusting. I have about four hammer toes and countless blisters. It makes me feel so ugly.

It's not much of a secret that I really like you. And even though you have a girlfriend, I can feel your interest in me. Other people can see it. I don't know her, but I feel so sure that I could be good for you, maybe better.

If only.

Your Thoughts on the UNC-CH Secrets Project 2008

We've been getting some comments about the blog itself that we'd love to share, but they don't count as secrets proper. This post is set up so you can offer comments or suggestions regarding this project and the direction in which you'd like to see it move. As always, you can also contact us at uncchsecrets@gmail.com with your ideas.

We look forward to hearing from you.

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Sometimes it feels like this site isn't real, like I'm the only one who knows about it and reads it. But then tonight I saw someone in a computer lab browsing it, and now I feel more even more connected to it.

I'm failing 2 of my classes this semester. One of them is crucial to my career.
I've never failed anything before in my life.

I frequently have the urge to run in front of a truck or bus on Airport Rd.

I didn't feel bad about cheating on my last ex as long as the people I hooked up with agreed not to tell.

Comment here to submit a secret 4/14/08