I am so afraid of going home for the summer. This is my home now. What if I come back and everyone is different? I don't want to have to start over. I love how everything is right now, in this moment.

I want to sleep with a professor just to say I did it. Too bad none of my professors are hot.

I think I might be falling for you all over again.

I only eat around other people. I've lost ten pounds so far, and I don't want other people realizing that I'm not eating, because I'm afraid that they'll make me eat more...

I don't like James Taylor.

So sue me.

I wish that one of my friends would discover all of my deepest, darkest secrets, so that I wouldn't have to ever work up the courage to tell them to anyone. That's why I put them all in writing.

i really love the girls in it, but i'm afraid my sorority is starting to define who i am...

i just want a fucking break. that's it. like one week where i don't have to be constantly reminded that i'm fucking failing everyone in my life

i cant study and i cant sleep
i'm going to fail again

i am sick to my stomach thinking about it...once again, i'm in the throes of another week of hell

Next time I go out of my way to help someone or make them feel better, I hope it's worth it...and if it's not going to be, I hope they tell me.

I have a weird bump/scar on the inside of my lower lip. I get nervous and start thinking about it obsessively and whether or not people can feel it/get grossed out if I'm in a situation where I might get kissed.

I'm sure you think that I'm scatterbrained and ditsy, but the truth is that I just can't concentrate when you're around. Of course, when you're not around, I'm distracted by thoughts of you anyway. My homework is taking a real hit. :)

When I cut you out of my life, I wasn't trying to play hard to get. I really just want you to leave me alone...

...not because I hate you, though, despite all the horrible things you did. It's because if I don't get away from you, I might not ever get over you.

I hate cigarettes but I think it's so fuckin' sexy when people blow the smoke out of their mouths.

That's yet another reason you're not right for me, but I can't help wanting you.

i care about everyone in my life so much. i wish they would show that they care about me too.

i'm planning the rest of my life out with you. you just don't know it yet.

You always say the right things. We're perfect together. We talk about our future all the time. Why is it that I'm waiting for you to mess up and break my heart?

I've been posting more comments to secrets on this site- because it was such a relief to know someone was with me when they commented on my own secret.

You are the best person I've ever met. When I'm with you I feel like my world is complete. There's no where else I'd rather be. When we're apart I feel like something is missing from my life. You're my best friend and you make me better. I wish I could tell you this in person. I know you don't feel the same but every night before bed I make a wish that one day you will.

We both know we've grown apart since then, and maybe I burned you before because I couldn't handle it. But now that I'm making a real effort at it, it feels like you don't care anymore. It makes me want to just drop it all again.

Comment here to submit a secret 4/15/08