Helping her with her eating disorder is finally giving me the strength to act on my own. But with me, no one even has a clue.

I feel really immature because I still cut even though I'm in college. I even think the scars are pretty. So much for being all grown up.

I feel better now that the secret is at the bottom of the page. It means I'm less tempted to go down and reread it...over and over again...and wonder if it's yours.

I'm so excited!!!!!!!! It's an incredible opportunity!

But at the same time, I'm bummed - because it will mean that I get to spend less time talking to you (if I get to talk to you at all) and I'm afraid that I'll come back, and you'll have forgotten about me and moved on.

i get a rush from flirting with my brother's friends, who are also seniors ... but in high school

I really believe that a makeover would cure most of my problems.

it hurts that someone i like so much has little to no clue who i am. and it sucks to find out someone else has felt that same way about me. because when they finally talked to me, i didn't feel the same way. so now i'll never talk to mine for fear that it will have the same result.

I wish I cared more about school and about life in general. I'm going down a prescribed life path, and I have no direction at all.

I just want you to notice me.

im not sure im still in love with you, but what hurts more than that is that i think youre still in love with her

I fucking hate your boyfriend. How could you possibly have chosen him over me? I understand all the other ones, but why him? Why are you two lasting so long?

I'm sorry I keep stringing you along, I'm just scared and don't know how else to deal with the fear. Hopefully I'll get over that soon...

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