It's not that I don't want to hang out with you. It's just that if we go to that place, we'll probably run into your girlfriend. Then I'll remember why you and I aren't that close in the first place.
(You didn't want me. I still think about it every day.)
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
I used to not remember my dreams. It was funny how I'd wake up and have no recollection of anything.
But these past few months I have... and I hardly ever have happy dreams. I didn't think it was possible to wake up with such negative and crappy feelings every day.
I don't understand why. I'm a happy person. Why can't I just dream happy? It's really starting to get to me.
But these past few months I have... and I hardly ever have happy dreams. I didn't think it was possible to wake up with such negative and crappy feelings every day.
I don't understand why. I'm a happy person. Why can't I just dream happy? It's really starting to get to me.
Two years ago, a girl accused me of getting her pregnant. Not knowing what to do, and respecting her decision to keep the child, I asked her to marry me.
It turned out that she wasn't pregnant, and never had been.
So when you wonder why I'm distant and fear commitment, it's because the biggest commitment of my life was based upon a lie.
It turned out that she wasn't pregnant, and never had been.
So when you wonder why I'm distant and fear commitment, it's because the biggest commitment of my life was based upon a lie.
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