Wednesday, May 14, 2008

I used to not remember my dreams. It was funny how I'd wake up and have no recollection of anything.

But these past few months I have... and I hardly ever have happy dreams. I didn't think it was possible to wake up with such negative and crappy feelings every day.

I don't understand why. I'm a happy person. Why can't I just dream happy? It's really starting to get to me.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I completely understand...my dreams have become so vivid and my whole day can be ruined by just one horrid dream. I've started writing them down when they happen and it's really helped. I hope you can find rest soon!

Anonymous said...

Have you ever seen the movie Donnie Darko? the main song in the movie talks about "the dreams in which I am dying are the best I've ever had" I have a lot of those. I have a lot of both dreams and day dreams about how people will talk about me after I am dead, they always start "he was a..." and go down hill from there