Wednesday, May 7, 2008

we talked nonstop for 3 months, you hung out with my family over christmas break... and now? you wave to me when you drive by. you honestly can't be THAT busy.
I check this site just as much as I check facebook.
I hope this gets updated during the summer because I love to read this while I'm in the office!
When people are moving out, with all their stuff in their cars, I HATE it when they say, "I've got my life in here!" Your life is not made of your material possessions!!
My closest friends are graduating. I can't even fathom what my life will be like without them. I'm terrified of what is going to happen after the 11th of May.
How come I have "so many friends" yet I feel so left out of everyone's plans?
You think I got mad just because you were being a drunken idiot. I got mad because I finally told you I loved you and you said "Thanks." Even though you don't remember it I wish I had never said it.
I think I'm a better environmentalist than all of you. And I'm not even a hippy, an activist, a vegetarian, or any of the numerous other things you pretend to be to seem cool and eco-friendly
I don't know why, but I keep on believing you. I'm an idiot.

The sooner I graduate, the better.
I wish I had more friends who live close to me. It's always depressing going home 'cause most of my friends live out of state.

I also wish I hadn't alienated all the kids from my High School, maybe then I'd have friends at home.

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