Monday, January 5, 2009

The reason I don't like you playing with my hair is because it's a wig.
My best friend made my study abroad experience worse. What's more, now we can't seem to go back to "normal" she's so damn cynical. Part of me wants to shove her away, far away, but the other part knows how much I really do love her and love her being in my life.
I hate that I'm too liberal for my friends from home but not liberal enough for my friends at UNC. I can't seem to convince either group that I'm happy being in the middle and that there's nothing wrong with it either.
Girls, give guys a chase. They will treat you better. I promise.
I wish you would goddamn talk when you're angry - especially when I specifically ask you if you are. At that point, there's nothing more I can do.

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I called you so many times tonight to tell you that I loved you but you didn't pick up the phone.
i thought we would be together forever, but i guess that isn't going to be the case. i still can't believe that it's over after almost 3 years..and i hate society and the way it has made being in love with someone of the same gender such a horrible thing. i still love you and always will... and i still hope you change your mind and realize what you're giving up on.
I can't tell if I like my best friend, or if it's only because I'm lonely.

In any case, I can't see it ending well.
I want to scream. Stop using me as an example of how you've failed at relationships.