Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Links

UNC Counseling and Wellness Services
(surprisingly helpful)
PostSecret
(the inspiration)
The NCSU Secrets Project
(our first sister site)


If you have suggestions for links that should be included, post them here.

We look forward to hearing from you.
The Moderators
i'm scared i'm failing my classes, but i haven't been to them enough to know.
I like watching porn.

I'm a girl.
I'm always hopeful this time of the year because I imagine returning to school fit, tan, and fabulous.

I'm always disappointed when fall rolls around because it doesn't happen.
I'm falling for a basketball manager. I'm afraid he doesn't like me because he thinks I'd use him to get to the players, or because he thinks I like someone else, but neither of those things are even remotely true. There's two weeks of school left. Make your move.
Being single never bothered me until recently. I've always banked on the fact that I'm the kind of girl that guys will look for when it's time to settle down.
I've been thinking like this for 20 years. What if they never come?
I don't want to grow up.
i've been in several relationships lasting between 1 and 3 years.

you're the first boyfriend i've had that i haven't cheated on.

i love you so much, and i promise i will never hurt you.
Beautiful boy who works at a particular library on campus, what is your name? I told myself last semester I would find out, but I still haven't had the courage to talk to you. I see you almost every day, but you look right through me.
I tend to only be friends with people that look up to me or need me at some point. I feel good knowing I can help them. But it wears me down... a lot. I can't do anything to stop it though.
I'm so disinterested in having sex with my girlfriend. I act like I want to, just to spare her feelings.
I'm afraid of staying loyal to him this summer. And I'm afraid that if I do, our relationship will die out when I come back and I will have missed out on so many opportunities...
even though i act disappointed, i love going out without my boyfriend so i can flirt and dance with other guys

...yet at the end of the night, all i want is to get back to my boyfriend's room
I often curse God for making me white. Every day, I continuously realize what horrible things my people have done to this world.
I am absolutely terrified of life after college. I feel as if I have done nothing over the past 3 years to help ensure me getting into grad school even though I've worked my ass off in my classes and have been very involved with a couple organizations. Next year I'm going to be even more involved and do even more things. I just hope it will be enough. If I don't go to grad school I can just kiss any future I dreamed of goodbye....
i hate that i love you so much. and im really scared for our future. you have yours all planned out, and i have no clue what im doing. i think this means that someday you will move on and leave me behind. that hurts me a lot.

you're in front of me right now and i dont feel like looking you in the eyes becuase i think i might cry. why couldnt we have met like 5+ years from now!?!
I can't decide if I want this semester to hurry up and end so I can go home and forget about the chance I missed...or more time to try again.
I know eventually I am going to have to settle for less than i expect. But I'm not ready yet.
You have really hurt my feelings the past week, but I can never tell you because you'll blame it on me being emotional. I wish you were nicer to me, but most of all, I wish what you did to me didn't make a difference to me. I hope someday you'll be nicer. I don't know if you think it's funny or what, but you have really hurt my feelings. Please stop.
I was never afraid to walk by myself anywhere or anytime on Campus before April. I haven't been able to walk home alone from work since Eve Carson's murder without shaking, even at 9:30pm.
I love my boyfriend.

But he is the biggest liar I have ever met. He is not even good at it. He promised me that he never slept with the Troll, he swore it, but I knew he did. She confirmed my suspicions.

Why do I still love him?
you dated both of us for almost a year without either of us finding out. then we did. and now you're back with her, a week and a half later.

and the worst part is that i'm jealous.
I'm the jokester of the group that you all go to for a laugh. What you don't know and will never know is that I am dying on the inside everyday.

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