Whenever you slapped my face, it hurt. But when you slapped my face, it didn't sting, so it never hurt enough to count.
I've told no one, and I'm still not sure that I have anything to tell.
They were always "accidents." Too drunk, too strong, too careless. I'm just making a big deal of nothing...right?

I'm not calling you anymore. You can call me for once.

All you have to do is smile at me, and I forget all the reasons I'm supposed to stay away from you.


I hate myself for loving you, and even more for not having the strength to walk away.

I met someone and I'm falling way too fast. I know I should rear back but I don't want to and I'm not sure I can.

Heartbreak, here I come.

I wish my boyfriend didn't smoke pot.

even though you think you got away with lying to me, a few weeks after it happened, I still know that you lied. I've known since the day the lie took place, and you still lie about it to this day...
i don't know if i can really enjoy being with you until you tell me...

Recovering from anorexia is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I need a hug.

My friend always joked that I had a crush on you. I didn't, atleast not like that. But that day we talked forever by the pit...and you told me how pretty you thought my eyes were-it hit me that I definitely like you. But we are both in serious relationships...and both very much in love with our respective partners, so I will try my best not to think about you this summer, because I'm sure you won't be thinking of me.

I slept with a guy I met only a few days ago...and I feel like I've known him for years, and I think I'm falling in love with him already. I don't want this to happen so fast, I want to be cautious...but when he cuddles me, it feels so amazing, and that feeling is what gets me through the day. I don't wnat to fall so hard so fast because I know I'll only get hurt, but at the same time, it seems like he's falling just as hard for me too, or am I imagining it. That's what is racking my brain and preventing me from sleeping. I want you more than I've ever wanted anyone, and I've only known you for a few days. I hope you feel the same, because I couldn't survive one more heartbreak right now.

I'm really mad at you for making me feel so trapped, and for still making me feel that way even though we're not together anymore.

I'm trying. I promise, I really am.

I don't want to go back to Chapel Hill next year. I'd rather just leave on a good note so my friends don't figure out how awful I am.

I orgasmed for the first time yesterday via masturbation after trying to do so for several years...

I wasn't thinking of you.

i still have my vcard--you would never guess it--but i think it's because i feel as if i dont know HOW to do the physical stuff...am i the only one who feels like this??

sometimes i wish that i had scars from it
so that everyone forever could see what you did to me

but mostly i still love you and want you (the real you, the you you were before) back

I was disappointed when I came to college and there was no telekinesis club.

I'm a guy, an I pee sitting down at home. Seriously, you dont have to turn on the light, you never have to wonder if the seat is up or down, and there is no chance of splatter.

I've recently realized that I get very nervous every time someone brings up Jews, Judaism, Israel, or anything having to do with me being a Jew. I've been raised a Jew, but I'm beginning to think that I want nothing to do with it anymore.

But if that IS true, and I start exploring other faiths, my family would be so disappointed in me...

I don't ask about your dates because I care. I ask because I'm a glutton for punishment and want to be reassured that I have a chance.

It's only been a few weeks since I've graduated from UNC and I miss it so much already! UNC was my dream school and I had an amazing time there! I guess I am just afraid that I will never have as good of a time in life as I did during these "care free" college days of mine. Everyone keeps saying that college is the best 4 years of your life. This makes me sad and nervous because it makes it seem like everything in my life is going downhill and that I'll never relive these amazing moments again.

It's so hard to believe you when you say "don't worry about it" anymore...

Last time you lied. I just want to help.

I love that my best friend's ex-girlfriend is insanely jealous of me just from looking at pictures on Facebook. I love it even more that we've hooked up twice and she has no idea.

I was told by a friend when I was young that it's good luck to eat your own scabs.
It's never seemed to bring any luck... and yet, over ten years later, I'm still doing it...

I have a totally sweet, stable, kinda nerdy boy that is totally into me and I sort of like him back after knowing him for a few years. However, the guy I really want is the witty, rude, and antagonistic hottie I met last weekend.

Sigh.

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