This summer, for the first time in my life, I'll be completely on my own. I'm terrified.

Job 19:19

all I've managed to do since leaving school is eat, sleep, watch tv, and masturbate. What the hell will I do when I graduate next year?

You were the first friend I made at UNC, and I'll always love you for that, but over the years I've watched you make so many selfish/hurtful decisions… The way you treat other people isn't right.

I love you, but I'm losing the ability to respect you. Please - stop before it's too late.

Theoretically, I should be ecstatic. I'm about to start the job I wanted, in the city I wanted to live in.

Don't get me wrong, I know how fortunate I am. I'm just really sad to be moving away from all the friends who have become more like family to me than some of my actual family members.

I'm really going to miss this place...

I can't find a date. I'm a pretty good looking girl, if only guys wouldn't look me over.

If only they knew how much I love giving blow jobs.

But, I'm also a polite lady, so how the heck would I advertise that?

I guess I'll just have to wait for a guy to figure it out spontaneously

You are soon going to have it within your power to hurt my feelings very deeply. Please don't.

I feel like everybody takes advantage of me telling them personal things. It's made me wonder how many real friends I have. Now I can't trust anyone. Thanks a lot.

I'm still trying. But more than anything, I just want to give up, and I wish you all could let me go.

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I'm so in love with you, it's unreal. We've been friends for ages. Not the best of friends, but we've always shared the same passions and ideas and jokes. You were always away with her though, and I was always away with him. Now we are suddenly both single, in the same place, and one night, we saw each other differently. You made my heart race faster than any guy ever has before. You made me blush when you looked at me the next day, and everyone else said you blushed too as I turned away. What happened? How did it happen? I don't care. I just know it did happen, and now I'm the happiest person in the world!! You are so amazing, and you bring out so much in me. You make me want to do things that I never thought I could do. You're going to make me a better person, and I thank you already for just planting the ideas in my head. I can't wait to be home for summer, because you'll be there. I am counting down the days!
I love you so much, but I won't tell you just yet. :)

I'm starting to hate you. I can't believe it came to this.

The pills are making me apathetic to personal problems I used to obsess about. I love it. I've never felt more free.

God must be a sadist, to have sent something so wonderful into my life that I can absolutely never have. I need to grow up and stop breaking my heart against you.

I hope you think of me sometimes. That's what I want, to not be forgotten entirely. I think about you every day and I'd hate to think I'm in this alone.

I said someone else's name last night while we were having sex. I don't know if you noticed or not.

I'm falling for you. And I'm in the right mind to actually do something about it. I'm back, and it feels so good. I hope you're ready!

this entire year, i tried to make you love me. today, i decided to stop, and i have never felt more optimistic and happier about myself. i'll miss you though.

There is a song that I can't listen to anymore. Because one time, while it was playing, you looked into my eyes and I looked into yours...and the combination of the music's crescendo and your beautiful blue eyes, so happy to be looking at mine...I was overwhelmed with joy and gratitude and love. Then, a week later you decided that we can't see eachother.

I know how pathetic this will sound.

But I want a boyfriend. I am finally at a place where I can begin to trust guys, where are you all?

I don't want to be alone this summer in Chapel Hill.

Every time I think I've found one, I am let down horribly.