I close my eyes and my cheeks are wet, down my face run tears of regret. What have I become? Who am I now? I don't really care, I just want out. Out of this lie that I'm living in. Out of the pain and out of the sin. I take the first step , but I feel so ashamed. I will pay for a choice that I never made. No matter how charming or handsome they are, man will not be the only one to my heart. Its already started, am I ready for this? now there's no going back, its too late to quit. Some people will hate me, some will push me away, but I hope that a few will still treat me the same. I've opened this door, but I still have my doubts. Please don't stop loving me now that I'm out. This isn't my fault. Why would I choose, to be someone who is ridiculed and abused? I tried to change it please understand, but its one of those things thats not in my hands. For the past 9 years I've dealt with this on my own, now the last thing I need is to be all alone. I'm still the same girl I was moments before, I'm just not lying to you anymore. I've told you the truth, what more can I say, but keep this in mind if you walk away, If by chance it were you in these shoes, you know in your heart I'd stand by you. Having said this, its with a plea I will end, Please find it in your heart to keep being my friend.
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I close my eyes and my cheeks are wet,
down my face run tears of regret.
What have I become? Who am I now?
I don't really care, I just want out.
Out of this lie that I'm living in.
Out of the pain and out of the sin.
I take the first step , but I feel so ashamed.
I will pay for a choice that I never made.
No matter how charming or handsome they are,
man will not be the only one to my heart.
Its already started, am I ready for this?
now there's no going back, its too late to quit.
Some people will hate me, some will push me away,
but I hope that a few will still treat me the same.
I've opened this door, but I still have my doubts.
Please don't stop loving me now that I'm out.
This isn't my fault. Why would I choose,
to be someone who is ridiculed and abused?
I tried to change it please understand,
but its one of those things thats not in my hands.
For the past 9 years I've dealt with this on my own,
now the last thing I need is to be all alone.
I'm still the same girl I was moments before,
I'm just not lying to you anymore.
I've told you the truth, what more can I say,
but keep this in mind if you walk away,
If by chance it were you in these shoes,
you know in your heart I'd stand by you.
Having said this, its with a plea I will end,
Please find it in your heart to keep being my friend.
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