I think about my weight a lot...it's ridiculous how much I compare myself to other people.. I want to be perfect, to have that great body and be in shape..to lose those 10 pounds I've carried for a few years now. I hate myself, I'm self-destructive..and I over-eat.
Why do I want to defeat myself in terms of food?
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4 comments:
i think about it all the time. oftentimes i compare myself to the other girls in the room when i walk in, asking myself if i'm prettier, skinnier, etc. i don't mean to do it in a stuck up way, but rather it's usually more self-destructive. i weigh myself numerous times a day, and nothing is more damaging than an unwanted weight. it is self-destructive. thanks for letting me know i'm not the only one (and jesus, i want to lose those 10 pounds too, i want to be tiny)...you're probably one of those girls who i compare myself to and am jealous of, so maybe it's not that bad
I do the same thing too...
I do it as well; it seems like it never stops. No matter how many times I hear that I should have confidence, that I'm fine the way I am, that there will always be people more and less attractive than me, I can't help but feel that they're all lying. I want to lose weight to get over all of this, but I just end up eating more.
I know! It’s so frustrating…I do the same and my friends say I have nothing to worry about, but I look at myself and see how I can barely fit into my clothes anymore and it makes me disgusted with my body.
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