How strange it is that I have no wish to die; you could even call it a thirst for life; yet I have my suicide - from the note, to the books to my left and to my right, and the manner all planned out.
i'm just so worried i'll mess it up. i'm willing to admit to myself that i'm afraid of being hurt, of even lettin anyone close enough to have the chance. why why why
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When I first started dating my boyfriend, he told me that it would take a long time for him to get to a place where we could have sex with me.
It's been almost six months, I'm very much in love with him, and I'm so glad that we haven't had sex yet. SO GLAD.
How strange it is that I have no wish to die; you could even call it a thirst for life; yet I have my suicide - from the note, to the books to my left and to my right, and the manner all planned out.
i really REALLY like him
BUT
i'm just so worried i'll mess it up. i'm willing to admit to myself that i'm afraid of being hurt, of even lettin anyone close enough to have the chance. why why why
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