Saturday, May 31, 2008

How strange it is that I have no wish to die; you could even call it a thirst for life; yet I have my suicide - from the note, to the books to my left and to my right, and the manner all planned out.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

There are many things to try before suicide. Throw a water balloon at the dean or something. Have wild sex. Run away. Tell someone what's on your mind. Walk two miles backwards. Sing karaoke.

Somewhere along the line, things can change. I know because I had my own notes at one point, too. And I couldn't see a way out, but I still held on. And a year later, I'm doing so much better. Having nothing left to lose made me realize that I actually just had everything going for me.