You used to be my TA, but you haven't controlled my grades in more than two and a half years. Can we please stop playing games and just have sex already? I need to stop agonizing over you and wondering when you'll call me next (and please don't make it 3 a.m. again)!

I'm confident that no one will love me for me. I'm not enough.

I've been lying to everyone in the world for years, and I don't even know why. Some of the lies I have repeated so often that even I believe they're true. Even my best friends don't know me.

But I probably won't stop, since I have appearances to keep up!

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The reason I don't like you playing with my hair is because it's a wig.

My best friend made my study abroad experience worse. What's more, now we can't seem to go back to "normal" she's so damn cynical. Part of me wants to shove her away, far away, but the other part knows how much I really do love her and love her being in my life.

I hate that I'm too liberal for my friends from home but not liberal enough for my friends at UNC. I can't seem to convince either group that I'm happy being in the middle and that there's nothing wrong with it either.

Girls, give guys a chase. They will treat you better. I promise.

I wish you would goddamn talk when you're angry - especially when I specifically ask you if you are. At that point, there's nothing more I can do.

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I called you so many times tonight to tell you that I loved you but you didn't pick up the phone.

i thought we would be together forever, but i guess that isn't going to be the case. i still can't believe that it's over after almost 3 years..and i hate society and the way it has made being in love with someone of the same gender such a horrible thing. i still love you and always will... and i still hope you change your mind and realize what you're giving up on.

I can't tell if I like my best friend, or if it's only because I'm lonely.

In any case, I can't see it ending well.

I want to scream. Stop using me as an example of how you've failed at relationships.

you mean more to me than you can ever possibly imagine...

I am seriously thinking about dropping out of college to become a chocolatier.

What am I doing wrong? I wake up each morning and put on my makeup. People tell me I look pretty, but why believe them? I've had one boyfriend my entire life and I'm 19 now. What am I doing wrong?
I think I'll go have a cookie.

I haven't felt like a person in years. I feel like an object, and college didn't help any. I just don't want to feel empty anymore. I really am a good guy.

I cheated over the break. I'm sorry; I will never repeat that mistake-- nor tell you about it.

You call her your "penguin"? I tell everyone I'm happy for you but a small part of me is dying on the inside.